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Wednesday, August 03, 2016, 10:05 PM
it's been a bit too long. a bit too quiet here.life has been busy. i've been settling into a routine. 3 years. just this week, it's been 3 full years since i started this journey. i've grown. a lot. i've showed myself i'm more capable than i actually thought i was. never did i think i'll survive. Tuesday, January 06, 2015, 9:25 PM
2015. a new year.can't believe i'm turning a quarter of a century old this year. life is good. sometimes i still doubt my own abilities. Monday, December 08, 2014, 9:42 PM
its been awhile.i still have my issues. some whose answers only time can unveil i suddenly miss the texas days. miss the freedom and fact that we can just wander those days were the best i miss zilker park and the big stones sitting up there and just hanging out until the skies turn dark miss the times when we could just hang out and talk about everything under the sun i know i just came back from a holiday not long ago but i feel like i need a break again this island is just so stifling i feel so grown up with work now adult problems are starting to kick in not as carefree as we all used to be it takes constant reminder but i know, the most important thing is to be happy. so what if you can climb the ladder and win the rat race are you going to be happy doing it its a never ending race as much as i know that competitiveness in me wants to push myself on, i know, i cannot lose myself. i'm ready for another peak. which starts mid of next week. i'm ready. i have to be. Sunday, October 05, 2014, 9:57 PM
the fear to admit insecurities i have
yes, i felt myself tearing up. time after time.
twice on the phone. once in front of u.
i was that close to breaking down.
but i did the right thing each time.
swallow down my tears, plaster a smile, pretend all is well and the world goes on.
i refuse to show u that weak side of mine.
i don't want you to know there's actually this side of me. there are many things i cannot accept and cannot understand.
whats the point. is anything going to change? tell me.
maybe these are problems that i should be dealing with myself.
i know its holding me back.
there can never be a forever.
and more than that, there never ever be an absolute.
i'm still afraid.
because the pain still comes back.
it paralyses me. so bad.
Wednesday, October 01, 2014, 11:00 PM
the start of the second year.i tell myself i'll get there. just hang in there. soon it will pass and i will move on. Monday, September 01, 2014, 1:09 PM
Just got back from another getaway.taiwan was amazing. the mountains, forests, valleys and cliffs were so breathtaking. the eastern beauty, as a friend once said. stuff that we never ever get on this tiny small city island. the warmth of the local people also touched me, oh yes and food was soooo good. more than that it was a good break. rest and recharge. one more week. before work starts again. enjoying the break (: Monday, July 14, 2014, 10:40 PM
take any path you want
as many detours as you would like
sometimes the journey there is more than half the fun
the destination is just a bonus
a starting point to something new
just do what you know you need to. at least i won't look back 10 years later regretting that i didn't give it a shot.
12 more days until a break.
can't wait : D
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